"Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all"
Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus 

I have no idea where my life is headed, but you know what I am okay with that fact.  I have never been one to embrace the unknown, in fact I have always kind of avoided it. Maybe it has to do with my OCD/control freak tendecies, but I won't excuse myself based on my personality. 

I feel like I have made giant leaps this year, God has blessed me with a spirit of peace that only he could provide. 

I look at the bright side, no longer quiver in the dark. I think of my life as a uncharted map ready for adventure, not that I need to have every detail arranged. 

Caleb, my teamate, had to leave tongiht to go home due to sickness. While it is sad for him to leave, I will not let Satan get me down. God has a plan for him and everything will work out in due time. I don't need to know God's plans, I don't need to have a map. I just take God's hand and go on this walk called life. It is so much more peaceful, I feel better (both spiritually and physically). I honestly belief everything will work out, I definitely could not say that a year and a half ago, but everything will work out. Keep holding on, keep faith, things will turn around, God will give you a glimpse of him and it will be more beautiful then you could have every imagined. 

I will leave you with my new favorite verse, "So take a new grip with your tired hands and stand firm on your shaky legs." Heb. 12:12  

Sacrifce is a part of life, and uncertainty makes us stronger.