First of all, I want to tell you that I am doing good.  I enjoy spending time with my family, especially my little 17 month old nephew. He got so big while I was gone, it was so fun to come home and see him walking! It took my about 48 hours to get home. It took me even l

onger to get re-adjusted to the time change.

    Today, at church the pastor talked about  the Prodigal son and how God has provided us with the opportunity to have a full and abundant life and how we do not live the kind of life that Jesus has provided us with. I think about how much I have let slip in this month that I have been home. Motivation is gone, the urgency to be in the word is gone,  the feelings are gone. But that won't stop me! I will not let myself stay here, I will not sink into complacency. I have grown to much to let that happen.

    I am not having a spiritual crisis or anything like that. I have just realized this week how much harder I need to work on my relationship with Christ. Every relationship is work it doesn't matter if it is with a supernatural power or the person sitting next to you.