It’s only life

It’s only life, this life that we are in is only a portion of who we are. This life is nothing to worry about or stress over. Why am I hesitant or worried about what others think of me? Why do I care about what happens to me here on earth? Why am I scarred of death? Why can’t I let go of my need to be in control?

I think my problem is I don’t trust God like I should. I don’t trust God with my life. I have trusted God with my life, in the area of what I do and where I am, but I don’t trust God with whether I am alive. I don’t think I will ever be to the point where I won’t have to struggle about trusting God, but I can keep striving to be at that point.

I am giving up my hesitance to do what I know the Lord wants me to do. I’m giving u my self defense, I don’t need to care what others think of me. I will think of how I can make a situation better, not how I can get something out of this situation.

I wanted to give you a little update on my support. It turns out that the New York trip will not cost anything extra than my trip cost. So all I need is $694.10 .